defourthson

"Winds Affair With Fate" In your (eyes) I see yesterday. Something passed me |between| you us those short days and fewer nights and I believe I gave part of myself to you. If you look 6 feet      | down      | inside     | yourself \/ you will find a heartamongst the ashes and blue air left of you. The heart I so-called thawed. I accomplished the impossible when you fell in love with me. So "beautiful" to you and you, to me. It was too perfect to be real; too secure and leaving me complete, to be true. Human nature bribes us to destroy. If someone seems too good to be true they probably are not says I. All becaus

Inwardly pull. So much so, that filled tears can't escape, and run to the floor and shatter. I am told. It's a story, a life of pain, I become sad and fall to the floor and shatter. I like being shattered. It's like - - - "nothing". Literally. To feel an emptiness so deep people look,                      and stare,                            or ask,                                or retaliate. I like retaliation. People angry at my lack of self coz I am, so         deep, or, am none. I like a lack of structure, if people know me, lack of structure matches. Disorganised. Random. Chaotic. I am shattered on the floor, and t